Rocky II – a great evening…
Today was probably one of the best day I’ve had in a while. For one, Katie and I spent the last day or so moving back into our house in Baltimore. Some might think this would be depressing – in some ways, it is…we planned on staying in Lancaster City for a long time, but God has freed us to serve in other places. Our house in Baltimore is very cozy – smaller, yes, but for some reason it just seems more family friendly.
Tonight Katie and I watched Rocky II. What a great movie. I found myself being able to relate to so many things in the movie, and it really was encouraging to me. If you’ve ever seen the movie – Mickey, (Rocky’s trainer), is an older guy who encourages Rocky to continue to fight. Rocky is hesitant (and so is his wife, Adrian), but finally gives into his default – the one “thing” he was created to do – fight.
I met a guy several months ago – Don. I met him at George’s restaurant in Willow Street. Don and I haven’t talked for a few weeks – I’ll need to phone him tomorrow…anyway. Don (as some of you may recall) gave me several old books that have been great food for the soul lately. Last night at Baltimore I was reading through one of the books on a chapter on prayer. The main thing that I remember from the reading was that the author referred often to the “intimacy” of prayer. It struck me as rather odd – I don’t think I ever heard of prayer being referred to as an act of “intimacy.” It almost seems like our world/society has really dirtied the word “intimate.” Yet…those writings have had me thinking a lot lately, because I have not been very intimate in my prayer life for the past couple of months. Sure, I have had times of continued and consistent prayer. But, I’ve yet to have a season of intimate prayer. At the last church where I used to serve, I used to go to my office every morning I was to preach…I’d get on my knees and hid my face on the seat cushion of the chair. Sometimes, I’d shake before God – not out of nervousness, but out of fear…because I knew that I was about to go preach, and even though I had prepared…I had nothing to say. It was either God was going to speak, or I was. And if I was going to do the talking, the congregation was headed for trouble. I’m becoming convinced that perhaps my “job” in life is not to do this or that…but to allow God to do His.

